I haven’t felt this overwhelmed in a long time and I hate it so much
Dec 15, 2021
But at the same time, I realize I have been doing new things so it makes sense that I feel overwhelmed
I am in a new environment
I am in a new mental state
There are numerous things that I’m not familiar with
I hate that I keep making mistakes each day
I hate not knowing exactly what I’m capable of
I hate shutting up
But it feels like the wires in my brain just want to stay like that
And I feel like I can’t ask for help